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001 by darknightssonana, literature

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001

in the corner, backed into I finally realized its not all about getting out of tight spaces, or large ones for that matter. and all that novelistic bullshit I have always been attracted to, I'm craving something novel, thats all it was never you just a pursuit for me. it still is what it was in some ways. it isn't just what we did, just what we're doing now, faking it occasionally when lonely in bed.

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Sobs, Lives, Governments by darknightssonana, literature

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Sobs, Lives, Governments

My tears lit your shirt & seemed like sleepwalkers hailing cabs to dreams. Waves will take you somewhere I wonder where the creases will lay themselves in 20 years when life decides to show itself around your face and your children laugh at lines but don't understand I was there when The lamplight made half-moons out of your cheekbones & splintered off your eyes onto mine, but your not in my sheets to hold me when there's so much power we cant turn on the lights

She had an army by darknightssonana, literature

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She had an army

There's little tiny people behind you & they're screaming that they love you & they cant live without you Man up, there's lipstick on your shoes now Lets paint arrogance on your forehead In gold Your decision needs a necklace A pretty little necklace It's status You're status & I'm in the cold There's tiny little people behind you In the contrast I'd think you'd look bigger

Summer Is How I Saw You First by darknightssonana, literature

Maple Syrup by darknightssonana, literature

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Maple Syrup

lonely mornings aren't lonely you are only a breath away love, & if I squint the sunrise is a friend over coffee, biscuits, and newspaper headlines. (but nothing more, ever) some songs will always remind me of summer & the dust that was in your hair when we ate pancakes for dinner. they serve breakfast all day, you know its america we have presidents, cheaters, oil, & breakfast its friday night & saturday morning all at once there is no line when you don't wear a watch but black and white has never suited you love & clock hands are scissors good night, good morning, good day I'd rather just say hello.

Blown Away by darknightssonana, literature

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Blown Away

The stars don't move when your driving, I knew this already but never seemed to notice how the Wind catches your eyes & steals their color for a gift to the sky, he wraps it in breaths, glances, & whispers what a thief he is, the Wind did karma bring you pollution? " No, my dear there's nothing in my hand but a lie, a trick, & a forgery As a child I had a great imagination now I'm just a fake, you see Tornados are hiccups not rage, lets pretend I've got my power back " lets not lets say we did lets say summer breezes are love okay? " okay " you know, your eyes are incredibly blue even when the wind blows

Sheep by darknightssonana, literature

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Sheep

I said: I've lost my direction U said: There's only one direction to go in time we will find answers on mountains & in bottoms of bottles because Every -thing -one -where must be questioned. Jesus is coming, but you wont see him with those crosses in your eyes. enlightenment is blinding when its too heavy remember Jesus walked on water I thought, or that's what they say a lot, you say a little but I believe you. Religion is the consistency of lead but what else can sheep be?

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Some Professions by darknightssonana, literature

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Some Professions

I found angels wings severed, I believe they belong to an ornament that fell. I don't remember; it's a blur of lights, sounds, & champagne glasses that weren't my own but made me forget myself aren't you amazed at how easy they buy, sell, and Xerox exoskeletons? I got a new one for Christmas That jacket certainly looks nice on you Yes It Does. Exoskeletons are never nothing but never everything Even with that helmet I suggest, you not become a fighter pilot. we are face-to-face & you can't even see me.

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Models by darknightssonana, literature

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Models

Brown hair Green eyes He says she's beautiful She thinks he lies She sees the girls in magazines bodies perfect, streamlined machines Perfect breasts Perfect lips Perfect nails and perfect hips Airbrushed skin a petite nose scantily clad in designer clothes She aspires and dreams to be like that She diets but still thinks she's fat He sees her, yet again, skipping lunch to stay thin He said to her as he walked past (his pace admittedly quite fast) I knew you once, when you were real not the fake girl with the modeling deal I knew you when you we

Goodbye, Good Luck by darknightssonana, literature

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Goodbye, Good Luck

In my song you're just a note stuck in midair not loved, not hated just sitting there Go ahead, now write your lyrics down take my hand and we'll skip town Get out of here To another place Leave a number Just in case Slip me a lie right on cue "Ill always be here" but I know you I'm just another pretty face (just your eye candy) An idea I know is based on what you believe in "Love isn't real (you said) so why bother trying?" This is the one lie that I'm just not buying No longer just a note, You're a full song of lies and flings and other things you know are really wrong Goodbye, Good luck See you around Next tim

Locked Up by darknightssonana, literature

Disjointed Thought by darknightssonana, literature

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Disjointed Thought

Welcome to the Land of Disjointed Thought Let go of your mind – And let happiness rot Hearts so shallow Scarred by Hate A tongue: a sword All cause to – desecrate; to violate; Don't care who you're hurting Get out: Get done All for the cause of Just a little – Fun; Run; Get out: Get done Welcome to the Land of Disjointed Thought Let go of your mind – And let happiness rot

Tragic Valentine by darknightssonana, literature

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Tragic Valentine

You blew your lonely head away On a warm and sunny valentines day Signed your apology, with love Your eulogy, with love Questioned: his expression He hangs his head and cries "I loved her", his reply His love, always hidden Emotions regarded as forbidden Broken hearted; life departed He blew his lonely head away On a warm and sunny valentines day Love signed his eulogy No time for apology Love made you But it couldn't keep you alive

Words Say Nothing by darknightssonana, literature

The Sand May Wash Away by darknightssonana, literature

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The Sand May Wash Away

The ocean, led by the silver hand Of the far away moon Not unlike the boy Hanging on her every word The waves, beating softly Touching the beach Not unlike the boy As he runs his fingers through her hair The sea, turning grey With the approaching squall Not unlike the boy While his emotions storm The sand may wash away But the feelings won't leave

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slip and fall by Pluia, literature

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slip and fall

the dust in the air that day looked like repeating numbers infinite digits of pi scrambled by violinists playing all the wrong notes, with strings out of tune and fingers that fumble. cold hands on hot necks and hot days getting colder as they move: welcome the rain with shivers and white t-shirts because sometimes it's good to have people distracted you say you don't care anymore; but i know the stars that play across your irises have not completely lost their shimmer, glass bottles of words not broken into a confusion of promises, not yet. let me read your future, because all this is only foreshadowing: you will fin

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Insect Girl

Insect girl your mind burst open this morning like a cocoon allowing your fresh ideas to flutter free alas, the ones that mock and tease with sneering grins and serrated teeth remained embedded. I hear you scurrying under the floorboards searching for somewhere where people won't stare at their own troubled faces in your fish bowl eyes watching their rigid bodies reeling in shock but when asked to recall what they saw…they can't find the words naked truth and raw fear has rendered their tongue numb. Silly girl, always the curious type who'd crawl through sleeping children's ears just to see what they're like are they hairy like

Lucy Goosey and Tommy by bentleyyeltneb, literature

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Lucy Goosey and Tommy

Lucy Goosey liked the idea of the earth spinning in an endless orbit around the sun & that the moon did the same thing only around the earth she liked all the circles she was the best 5 year old circle drawer Sometimes she'd stand in the sandpit & spin very slowly on the spot Tommy would ask her what she was doing 'I'm being the world,' she said Tommy scoffed, as little boys do & pulled her hair they would end up wrestling rolling around in the quartz Tommy was the best 6 year old footballer he liked getting mud up his arms grazes on his knees grass through his hair he liked feeling strong & dirty &

Your Ghosts by ohfever, literature

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Your Ghosts

You can hide your ghosts, or confide in them. Wrap your arms around their narrow hips and whisper into their hollowed throats. Unlike the living, they will listen to you, they will not tell, not this time. You could dress them in fresh water pearls, feed them caviar on crackers, pour them glasses of chilled white wine. For they are the ones that cling to you with the greatest passion and fervor, they are the ones that wake you up in the evening To stroke your hair as you give away your tears.

The Queen of hearts and by ohfever, literature

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The Queen of hearts and

Your mouth is a small brushstroke of the softest pink, and your eyes are fairylights, twinkling like little bells, your head swimming with absinthe, the room stinking of pot, pulling me into slight dreams. You are the junkie, but you are faceless, nameless, blameless, the smoke fucks your mouth, your throat, your lungs. The liquid drugs? a lullaby. lull a bye. This is an end game. You will lose this time, this is not your romance new york film with top hats and audrey hepburn look alikes. This is a rattling heart in a cage, this is your skeleton screaming. I can't see anything but static.

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Maple Syrup

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darknightssonana

Jan 19, 2007

and your paying for that how?

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current mission: find money for college My parents are absolutly 100% opposed to me taking out any loans for school. They are also 100% opposed to me living in the dorms I am 100% opposed to living at home. Im not sure how this equation is going to work out. Im attempting to find enough scholarships to pay for the $7500 cost of the dorms.... not particularly sure if thats possible.

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darknightssonana

Oct 2, 2006

re-appears

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hmm well, its been a while I got an urge to fall off the face of the internet-earth and so I did. No myspace, no DA, etc. I dont know why really, I just didnt want to be connected to anything. I recently obtained my drivers license, which is great. Except my father doesnt let me go anywhere. No driving to my boyfriends house, because sunday is a school night. I probably would have gone to bed earlier if I had gone somewhere. I started my senior year of highschool, which is thrilling of course *sigh* I havent really been able to eat for about a week, Im stuck on eating tiny meals so I dont get sick to my stomach. bleck I got back to schoo

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darknightssonana

Aug 21, 2006

County Fair

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Music:The Postal Service You know that disgusting feeling you get when you eat too much junk? yes, I am suffering from it fair food, too fried I say and cotton candy and the things from childhood I havent had forever like amusment park rides I realize Ive missed a lot of things because I didnt allow myself to have them but, I dont regret because they are just that much more special now. this is a disgusting feeling, greasy and calorie laden but Im in love with it because I enjoy the strangest things for the strangest reasons sometimes the heavily faulted things are the most perfect to me because they are human last but not leas

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